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[Feb. 1st, 2006|07:07 pm] |
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every channel change takes something out of me, a certain energy. a certain something missing. i watch television everyday, but today it hit me. i can remember having a hope and faith in people. being excited to get older, be social and meet people of all kinds. but today i see, i see how fake one person, or a counrty can be. we get grouped into genres. we get bullied around. how can people not see how wrong they are being. no person has the right to generalisze another. it is not fair for one person to decide upon which country to bomb or make decisions for. not even a majority of them. we make decisions for other people, we stick our noses in places that are not ours. so i am saying goodbye to my faith in human being's, maybe i will see a miracle or something amazing to rekindle my faith i really hope that someday i will say i was wrong, for feeling this way. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
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im sick of feeling to bland inside, usually i feel colourful and alive. but lately all i feel is grey. and i think "well, maybe i'm not really alive anymore and im only remembering things". could that possibly be? and i think i am getting a memory problem. my short term memory is messed up and i cannot remember a damn thing from yesterday, or days before. i can only remember stuff from a long time ago. and im really sick of a certain person who is in my life and they just seem to want to hurt me all the time. everything they say to me is so hurtful like..."sorry i couldnt stay long i'm really busy all the time"....why the hell would you even say that to someone? its okay you idiot curtis was coming to pick me up soon anyways. gosh...get out of my life and leave me the hell alone. i just wish people could see how mean he is being to me, but of course not im too fucking nice. your an idiot vicki and get a grip. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|07:40 pm] |
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it seems like the people you think you can rely on most turn around and stab you in the back. so who can i really rely on? who?....fuck you for thinking your better than everyone. its a time for change, and new fucking friends. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|05:48 pm] |
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im surprised you dont trip over your bullshit, your bullshit ways that put you there, you don't have a love for the music, you love the attention. you dont love the unity, you love girls. you dont love a crowded room for the feeling, you love the crowd for falling, falling over someone you wish you could be, and thats what makes me better than you. i know myself, with its flaws. but you, you don't see yours. you wish you were someone cooler, but you don't see and neither do they. and thats what makes me better than you. |
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